Believe in miracles..........

It's always the perfect thing, when you are feeling some sort of way, and then a person come at you from left field. He has been listening to the song in your heart, to say just enough of what you should be listening to, to set a clear path. Total strangers will get you like this sometimes. What is it about them that makes you actually listen, even though close friends and families say the same things all the time?

I believe in timing and miracles.

Life is wonderful, I just happen to be looking away for most of it. I am feeling a kinda way these days. Not sure what it is, but it seems like a change is coming and I am gonna love it. I have these butterflies that won't go away. I feel like I am constantly high and these waves of emotions are here to stay.

I have the sudden urge to sing Big Girls Don't Cry, by Fergie. (Hmm, wonder what that's all about?)

Or to just break out into 'Listen' by Beyonce. I am not even a fan. But it feels, the people I am a fan of, aren't that inspiring at the moment, so I have to switch tunes (pun intended) for a minute. Same goes for a lot of the things that are around me.

I am bored and uninspired.

I find meeting up with old friends and conversing with strangers helps.

Yoga and walking clears my head.

It's weird and I never thought I would say this, but, I miss the heat. I miss the sweat of the 100 degrees, and the nice cool breeze is just a reminder that the year is almost over. Summer is gone and it's only just began. This seem to be a trend. I guess it's true, nothing last forever, and there's never any time, so....


....I need to be with myself and center?

Damn! There goes that Fergie again.

I'm all alone at a crossroad....

These songs just wont let me be.


So until next time,

Sleepless.