The day before your life changes is just an ordinary day. How awesome that feeling can be? And that is true for all the awesome things that happens, come what may.
It's just so great to be existing in a state of perpetual bliss, where everything that goes wrong points to better opportunities. From the drunken old pervert on the subway early saturday evening, to the lovely couple kissing goodbye, to the baby trying to open its eye or to keep from falling asleep, the dog peeing on the side of the road, to the heat and the cold. I cherish these moments because they are inspiring and they are why life is so damn good!
Cue to the Nina Simone! Da dan, da dan!
I had such the moment about two Saturdays back. This is one of those moments that still gives me butterflies and it's just a silly moment that was just meant to be for me.
Have you ever been in a crowd of people but somehow your soul searches for the eyes you should connect with?
I am in awe with moments like these and I wish more of life's bliss would be centered around that, but then again it wouldn't be so special.
Let me take a moment, (no pun), to reflect.
Ummm........:) Sigh!
So as I was saying, it can only be described as something left to the imagination, only it was as real and in color.
Imagine sitting in a crowded backyard eating tacos and drinking champagne. Now imagine the weather is perfect. Kinda like one of those great spring afternoons in July. Now imagine a setting so loud filled with people just conversing. Talking about their day, week, month or year. Now imagine me just barely tuning in, because there was too much to focus on or maybe not enough. It suddenly felt like my soul was connecting with another being and then the grand finale. Our eyes connected and atlas a smile. We both looked away and then back at each other, more smiles. He was beautiful in the nerdiest way possible, with a heartwarming, butterflies fluttering in your belly, smile. Before I had any moment to think he muttered 'Hi' and waved!
I mouthed 'Hi' and waved back. All the while smiling and biting my lips trying to stay cool. It's so beautiful that no matter how old you get, moments like these still makes you weak in the knees. Just asked SWV!
He mouthed "How are you?"
I mouthed back "I'm feeling good'
We both smiled and went back to the conversations at hand.
It left such a feel good feeling about me, around me, within me! I now carry that moment with me EVERYWHERE. So if you should ever see me in a moment of total bliss on a crowded subway smiling, in a bar chilling, in a 100 degrees weather smelling roses. Thats the moment I am remembering and I feel alright!
As always,
Sleepless
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