The best part of breaking up, finding someone else you cant get enough of?

Quitting anything is very hard.

So hard,  that in most cases,  you have to always find something else to pass the time or just to get you through it.

My fate, is almost always bigger than me.

I need to quit and it's so hard.

I will, however,  asked myself a few things to see if that helps.

When is the best time to quit?

Does it depends on what you're quitting?
Or just making up the mind to sticking to quitting will be enough?..

I, for one,  hate a quitter.
I think it's the easiest form of giving up.

Somethings in life are worth quitting though.

A bad job, A Stressful Relationship, A Cheating Boyfriend and yes SMOKING. (Yep it's the killer, the Hardest of the HARDS).

I have been wanting to for quite sometimes.
Been dreaming about it, been seeing myself doing it,  but somehow I ALWAYS ended up, in my window, enjoying the peace and quite and enjoying the comfort that, nothing seem to give me the pleasure, but a cigarette.

I am actually one of those unfortunate people who happens to love smoking cigarette for the worst possible reason.

For the comfort of the chemicals.

I enjoy it!

Wish I had a cigarette right now!

Anyways, so the countdown begins once again.  I have to quit this time, even if just for the pure sanity of saving myself, saving myself every two days from spending $13.25, on a pack of something that is clearly no good for me.

So in quitting cigarettes,  I am taking up cooking (when one door closes).

So day one is over and I think I've eaten everything I could possible find today. That and making a midnight run to the bodega, but for once, this time it wasn't to buy cigarettes it was to get more snacks to munch on.

God, I even sound nicotine deprived...

You know what?  Forget cooking.

I'm gonna try speed dating.

Ha!

Of course that is not me ,OFF to get some smokes
Shit!

I meant zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

As sleeplessers do,

Sleepless